twilight

i watched this movie over the hols , the 23 rd dec at 6:30 pm, its a rating 8/10 , in short words humorously romantic

Some lines that stood in my head

1. " And so the lion fell in love with the lamb. ", "What a sick masochistic lion",
" What a dumb lamb"

2. "I promise to love you forever-every single day of forever. Will you marry me?"? if i ever propose to a girl i'm going to say that promise.

3. "About three things I was absolutely positive.
First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him-
and I didn’t know how potent that part might be- that thirsted for my blood.
And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him".. if a girl was this deep in her love for me how can anyone resist?

4."You`re the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever."

5. "Look, I love you more than everything else in the world combined. Isn't that enough?"..."Yes, it is enough...Enough for forever."

6. “You’re more important than anyone else. And you’ve given me you. That’s already more than I deserve, and anything else you give me just throws us more out of balance.”.. from the book

7. "I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore"..."i'm here which roughly m.e.a.n.s. i would rather die than stay away from YOU"

nice yeah so if anyone can beat these lines maybe that day i may be dead from romance...lol god bless my friends and have a merry xmas and a happy new year

SOORIA

unnai naan parthathu

hi to myself and any single individual who actually read my borin posts

hmm since no one is readin my blog i shall post my own and read it to myself..
lifes is getting much harder in blt , more things to study, more things to learn more and more problems arising but the only optimism is that when i finish this course i will be a somebody so i will happily continue.. exams are coming less then 2 weeks stressed and worked up but i think i'm the one like this others in my class are playing maybe i'm not a smart guy afterall not being able to multitask and live up to being allrounded hell hu care's i shall live like this... am going through this on and off feelings that i cannot explain.... i feel like singing suddenly.....i fell in love with this song " unnai naan parthathu" felt so desperate to sing it to someone then i sang it to my mom. she sang it better then me....
then i felt like sleeping.... then i felt like studying then i dun feel like studying....wad a ironical mindset exams and no feeling to study, well to my classmates i hope you guys get the correct feelings and start to sing oops start to study and to my friends and classmates good luck for common tests.

Phifered

Thats my new word for how i'm feeling at this moment, stressed, depressed, excited, high unstabilty, high distability, crazy , horrendously guilty , angry, sad and high yet expressionless so the word is phifered, the verb of which is to "phifer" or phifering depending on context , a typical example of such a word in a sentence is "Sooria is phifering" , "Sooria just phifered a second ago" .......for a more detailed explanation of how this word appeared ask me in private. anyways lifes harder and becoming harder i'm only taking remorse in my optimism that sorrows will just leak out one day like a flood gate thats to explode untill then i shall drain myself in meditation, good luck people and enjoy life

om sakthi

the karagam was beautiful, the day was perfect and this day i will cherish i walked on fire 20/10/2008 Monday 06:15hrs , i felt the fire on my feet and it hurt at first but i'm ok now, all the preparations, the fasting and the committment didn't go to waste, now i feel i can do anything in the world. may god bless the world, see my friends tmr at ttsh .

signin off
sooria
om sakthi

what a good day!

Today was a day full of excitement, tension, worry , anziety, a sigh of relief and sway day all in one. The seniors had their FYP 2008, the class found out that there are stalkers in the class, we went to bugis in the afternoon, got lost in our own world and as if the phrase the world is a small place is true, we all met outside a toilet , and as a century's event a new catch phrase emerged " WHAT THE MOK ?" i encourage one and all to use this whenever there's a need to do so. the teachers were very critical, eddie ong was eddie ong as he usually is, a suprise to see him there and one guy was just plain chinese no rasicim intended i could not understand him for god's sakes. at night we went star watching, saw jupiter clearly in the sky, and through the telescope. had a presentation which i was supposedly supposed to present but thking to darren , he remained the scape goat to explain the pic's to the class....hmm i wonder hu stole the class pics. this astronomy guy he was interesting but the problem was we were too tired to hear him, we had all the flavours of canadian pizza except vegetarian which i am today, so to take in the $2 owed to me, i drank half bottle of pepsi and half bottle of sprite and no one knows tts a good thing untill now. when everything was over, i took a bus with darren realiseing i took a bus that was going to "delay", i got down crossed over the bridge more like run over, and boarded a bus, what the MOK happened, the bus driver inbetween driving stopped the bus, got down went to smoke, got back on and i passed by victoria college again in my pursuit to reach home and i told my irony to mok for he replied lol , so i smsed "what the mok ?" ; see the link so ppl use these phrase like using the bible, eventually i reached home safely and thk god for this wonderful day of adventure and nothing will happen to me as i participate in monday, morning firewalking and i end my period of vegetarian fasting.
signin off
SOORIA

First day at tan tock seng

how shall i say this, excitement, gloominess, but still survived 47 days more to go, god bless the world, untill i'm capable of doing something that turns the world upside down which i think is not possible, since god is god and i'm just i , so let the will of god be done, ok guys update later, om sakthi

regards
Sooria

OM SAKTHI

i stopped posting like ages ago since i tot hu's caring to read but heck i care now. its the time to repeat my post a year ago but this time i'm taking part in theemithi fire walking this year. hmm tt means in addition to my 1 month of being a vegan i'm gonna be a vegan for 7 extra days + a meal a day diet, sleep on the floor, no bad stuff, word, deed or action. i'm gonna take my theemithi vow on monday, hopefully i have the strength and courage to go on and complete the walk. om sakthi, and the day i'm taking my vow co incides with the new school term, didn't do so well last term i'm gonna go all in this term hopefully do better and again i pray for god's guidance and strength. hope to see my friends in school soon, speaking of which , i'm going to TTSH and NUH only not going np, so friends in np, won't be seeing u guys more often, i will drop by on tuesday to gym, catch me there if needed, haha now must start training for next yr napfa can u beleive i lost 15 kg in my hols so i'm going all in this effort too. for my friends good luck for everything in everythin

signin off
Sooria

OM SAKTHI

due to 2 person request

i survived mawai.............haha.. nvr tot people were actually reading, hmm now my update, hmm well theres a grace light event coming up on thursday 17 july, so those ppl who meditate pls do so for singaporeans its 18 july 6 am.supposedly u will see amazement.well i believe in it. hmm anyways tts spiritual, now my life. its getting more borin but recently i came across a saying. i want to share with my friends. its about not giving up. man give up because he can think, and he sees and experiances things, people and the world, he gets bored and gives up. Imagine if the sea could think, the next time u stroll beside the beach, will you see the sea crashing against the shore, how much experiance does the sea have, we don't even live long, so man should not lose hope and faith. i beleive without hope theres is no tmr. well tts the advice component. upcoming events, setting up blt club, exams, and more brain torture. had my bloodbank exam which i totally faked, got this seminar people walking in and out disturbing my concentration well i finished it in one piece and i'm glad that went well. now lifes getting abit difficult but still maintenable, so i have nothing much to say have faith and have hope, good luck to my friends to pass their exams, and for everyone else in the world have faith have hope

signin off
K.Sooriamurthy

life is great people make it not so great

hmm what should i say, just ended my super paper on Wednesday, i really call it super worth 80 marks i hope i can get as much as i can , most probably i think i will pass or just scrap so i'm still having my fingers crossed. my memory is now totally erased. nothing to say, to mug and mug for 4 sleepless nights is crazy. as many of you know my secret weapon came in handy i still have a dozen more . RED BULL!!!. So thats about exams, i wanna have the brain of the guy who thought exam is a logical means to testing people he must have been smarter then Einstein.

well i have a upcoming mawai trip, not so appealing going for camp in the jungle and nothing to do that relates with my world, I'm not a nature type of person, going to jungles sucks.for a fact i think its unnecessary waste of my bloody time. hmm i guess i only look out for being traveling to a unknown island and surviving , maybe that facts is the one supposed to give me confidence and boost my moral!!( well its a Leadership /Eco camp). God knows whats in stored. I CAN'T SWIM
!!. i hope i live to write my blog.

exams in 7 days

AEM wasn't as bad as i thought. i actually thought why i didn't have tt opportunity b4 when i was in secondary school darn tt, its not a big problem. it was a nice experiance to forget everything and just take part, become one of an old group, a back to secondary school experiance. Hmm theres still friday to look out for. i think i will just go back to say bye. hmm tt aside i'm counting down my days to the 3 in 1 exam. just finished my notes, by the way of looking at it i think i ve to get into a trance to remember them all oh my goodness. why in the world have exams. which genius came up with the idea that having exams is logical to test a person of they knowledge if i saw him i think i want to remove his brain and do a brain transplant with mind maybe i can remember more. hmm have munwai camp in another 2 weeks dunno what to expect. hmm actually i'm quite puzzled how does a camp in a jungle supposed to build leadership in a person. leadership cannot just be built lah , it has to come on its own. taking responsibility for whatever you do is the first quality of a good leader, if u can lead urself then think about leading others. other then tt i'm looking towards a refreshing holiday experience i hope i can get my retreat soon b4 i go crazy from my life . counting down to my rest period - 7 more days

Lifes stressful moments

I am back. wow! It's been quite awhile since i have thought to share my life with people. it has been quite stressful lately. hmm only Tamil guy in BLT no one to talk to in my mother tongue. but life has to go on though its quite irritating to be in a foreign world in a local school. i think life's like that.

I'm so guilty exams around the corner I'm slacking , sign up for np solei still haven't even attend one, got one water camp coming up i don even know how to swim- fear, so guilt, fear and procrastination can make a person stress. i guess this are my biggest worries . but i think they are manageable.

my grandpa passed away last year around this time , we are having rites for him this thursday. sometimes one must make an effort to remember ones parents and grand parents. i'm also in emo mood today, painting's been done to refurbish my house as this is going on i can only remember my grandparents who have been so kind, so caring, so loving to me. ever since i was a kid my grandma would defend me up to my dad. Bring me around Singapore see the sights and sounds. Teach me Tamil . Buy me toys. my grandpa will never disturb me, advise me to take care of my body and health. he was a model as an active old man, always wanting to do something. always telling me his life stories. During this period i take this opportunity to remember them whole heartily and i miss them from the bottom of my heart.

Having said that I'm so stress and emo i just waiting for the end of my common test and end of this sem . just let my hair down, though i have little of it, enjoy life like any other ordinary teen. there's a AEM event this Monday. I'm looking forward, seeing those sec school kids i think would refresh my minds how we were once in their footsteps and how far I've climbed up on the ladder of life, gives moral for me to continue and i hope i can encourage them as their friends , so what can i say. i hope i can be at my best. Be abit more thick skin and less reserved.

For all my friends and the people who read this cherish the moments with your family members because when they are not there all you have is the memories. i think even among the stresses of life i'm lucky. If you are stress think about the people around you, most certainly while others are finding hard just to survive we are much much luckier.

hope everyone has a good year ahead.

signin off
K.SOORIAMURTHY AKA Buddha

the new song lyric which i so love

kannadasan karaikudi

kannadasan karaikudi
pera solli uthi kudi
kunnakudi machanapol padaporan da X2

kannadi kopaiyilae, kannamudi nichalledi
uruugaiya thottukuta , odipogam kachelladi

pothai enbathu oru pampu vesham tha
serinthu kudicha athu oru socialism tha

kannadasan karaikudi
pera solli uthi kudi
kunnakudi machanapol padaporan da

pondati, pullaingae, tholaingae illa idam intha idam thanae
intha idam illana sami madam thane

mestri coloura kalanthu kudikirare
sithalu ponnae neniju idikuirare
iyakunaru aru,angae paru, polamburaru

100 mili koranchu kudicha pothai ilaiyeah
100 a thanduna pathai illaiyeah

kannadasan karaikudi
pera solli uthi kudi
kunnakudi machanapol padaporan da

annanum thambium ellarum inga vantha dapanguthu thanae
overa achutha vettu kuthu thanae

engaluku thaneeyilae kandam illae
engalukuil jadi madam rendum illae

katchikara machi,
enna achi, vetti avunthupoachi

rothu kadaiyilae manushe jalie paru,
setu kadiyilae manaivi thaliye paru

kannadasan karaikudi
pera solli uthi kudi
kunnakudi machanapol padaporan da

kannadi kopaiyilae, kannamudi nichalledi
uruugaiya thottukuta , odipogam kaichelladi

pothai enbathu oru pampu vesham tha
serinthu kudicha athu oru socialism tha

kannadasan karaikudi
pera solli uthi kudi
kunnakudi machanapol padaporan da


p.s i don't support drinking but this is the best kuthu pattu i ever heard