Wonders.....

Ever wondered whether we were the only beings tt can talk. Ever imagined how prevalent its in us , with even the most happiest things around you.... we still want more its human instinct or a wonder we might say but tts the desire tt makes us humans. Misery drives us both ways to extreme sadness and happiness if we set out note in the correct path we can acheive wonders. the thing tt leads to success is overcoming misery,.................. theres isn't a pain greater then the ones unshared, theres isn't a gain greater then the ones unshared so share your pain and gains.... maybe tt might bring you out of tt misery tts pondling your life left right.why do i want to share this well there is no gain greater then sharing a gain , i learnt something the hard way, i refused to talk to someone and found how much hurt it can create in one and i restarted to talk but the thing is the crack is created and theres nothing to seal it back so think before you hurt others or what you think is a gain will be your misery...... for the people in my class and my friends all over singapore haha yeah u guys are all over the place... Good Luck and best wishes for all of you as the New Year approaches have a good merry christmas and happy new year 2oo8!

amma nee sumantha pillai- lyrics and translation

like i said heres the song.

amma.. - mother

amma nee sumantha pillai - mother the son u held
sirakudaintha killai- now a broken twick

en kanngalum en nejamum kondadum deivum- my eyes and my heart celebrate u as its god thaye annai oru allayam annai or allayam- mother, mother's a temple

amma nee sumantha pillai
sirukudaintha killai

mannil enna thonra kudum mazhai illath pothu- what will become on a earth without rain
manithano mirugamo thayilamal ethu x2- man or animal none without mother

annai sonna varthai indru ninaivil vanthathu- the words spoken by mom came to my mind
anbu ennum sollae thayin vadivil vanthathu- the essence of love came in the image of mother
engae engae- where, where

amma nee sumantha pillai
sirukudaintha killai

vazhevaikum deivam indru vanam sendratheno- the one that made me live has gone to the sky
ullagiley un magan neer illatha meeno x2- in this world ur son is a fish without water

meedum intha mannil vanthu thondravendumae- you must come to earth again
vazga vazga magan endru vazthavendumae- praise that your son shall live well
engae engae-where where

amma....... nee sumantha pillai- mother , the one u held
sirukudaintha killai- now a broken twick

annai oru allayam- mothers a temple
annai oru allayam- mothers a temple

i love my parents

why such a post one might say , well sometimes in our lifes the most important people we may forget but just doing mouth service and not keeping to our words isn't a meaningful way to live.

i love my parents...... 17 years of my life my parents and my late grandparents they have been integral part of my life and i respect them. today i learnt something valuable from school.....yah right some of u might say well my eyes are opened , and i'm letting my ego go and if i have to be someone the soceity considers lowly it won't matter as long as i can prove i can live with the skills i have been conveyed with independantly and help my parents in the future. i can never be the best son but i can be the good son my parents ever wanted me to be and i will strive to do tt.why do i share this with u , we are not perfect but we can atleast be fillial to our parents the next time any of you think to let ur parents go in a hospice think if they would have ever letten u go when u were young.......no matter what they scold, advice and even hit u its for your good.........if u argue say sorry after tt ...its the least you can do ........ tamil is a facinating language it has songs tt can only be expressed in a beautiful way if u listen to it with meaning.... for my non tamil friends i'm giving u ppl a translation of a song i love its about this guy who lost his mother and his feelings... i have not lost my mom shes with me but whenever i hear this song it reminds me to work harder so i can make my parents life more fulfilling as long as they are with me...... you have one life and if u don't have a purpose live it for the sake of your parents. for my tamil friends heres the link : choose amma nee sumantha pillai
http://ww.smashits.com/music/tamil/songs/4590/annai-ore-aalayam.html

my non tamil friends the translation will be up soon.

theemithi 2007

today it was a sight not to miss at sri mariamman temple....... the test of faith for many engaged in fulfilling their vows, 2 45 am many ready to go past the hot ember pit, many standing in the temple waiting for their loved ones to pass unscathed , the classical instruments blasting music of god , the karagam arrived and the om sakthi chants began , the karagam past everything went well untill nature poured rain , halting the festival for one hour . The mental pressure and faith had to be so great i suppose that faith helped win over nature- one man in particular hhis voice heard and resonated for 20 mins om sakthi-the sound of a whip tasting the skin , how immense can faith get, next yr i will go and have my faith tested..... till then OM SAKTHI

LIFE-----LOVE INTEREST FRIENDS ENERGY

hmm couldn't think of an ideal title well so i guess i gonna bluff this one up, after so many super hours past, its back to school. i learnt several things .....Much of which i also consulted with my friend brendan . one must have a trust worthy friend its the way life goes No trust No move. Well other then tt , coupled with on going arguments over life with many people including my family(sadness its always terrible to argue with the ones u love and feeling valuless) .i wanna share with u what i learnt to pull through this period.

Lesson No 1. The power of patience
things happen to be so slow when u r not enjoying urself well yeah holidays are a bore other then the heavenly treats to lie back and relax ,i guess theres nothing much to long holidays , they waste your time and kill brain cells my theory of course.

Lesson no 2. Anger management
i will admit this i cannot control my emotions especially when u no somethings not correct and if u allow it to go on its gonna be a disasters, i got the most angry moments in my life so far during this period coupling with the long wait to havana it added oil to fire so i guess people control yourself before trying to control others.

Lesson no 3. PRE-PREPARATION
i have seen my results and ofcourse i;m not tt proud of them pls i onli got a gpa of 3.4 make me sad a little ....well sometimes when you wonder why you r not acheiving something the answer comes back to preparation and relearning how to learn. i was slacking when i came into ngee ann poly the mood didn't go away , so i guess i want to prepare myself for next sem so i'm gonna read up things, pre preparation is the way to go when you have no time to think

Lesson no 4. Loneliness is not the way to lead a life
when you r feeling so dull, lonely, valueless one might think must i be here? well for a fact i was desperatly sad , needed someone to turn too, well tts y god made friends .when you have a trusted confidant it seems everything in your life becomes so simple once u can reflect and explain your thoughts however complicated one case is , let it down and everything will be alright .if you beleive in god....talk to god

Lesson no 5. Atitude leads altitude
don't expect things to change if u can't change :valuble lesson extracted directly from my friend
guys small little changes make alot of difference in life, make them don't procrastinate u see instant changes but not really instant ,gradully a better word. wadever it is if u want respect show it, if u want value be a valuble assest prove it , non violence better then violence , control and learn to manage urself show ur value in prudence and patience.

Some wise words b4 i go ....Stop, Think, GO!!!, plan backwards, dun be angry,dun be lonly, be patient and sharpen your saw(brain)...

(oh yah watch house..watch it .. you will watch house ....you will watch house .. sublimal message)

yours sincerly
SOORIA C.E.A

FRIDAY NIGHT

Actually its early morning u ppl know wad i got the shock of my life 3:15 am, i was on my table chatting to my friend and i noticed the chair next to me just move......shivers trembled down my spine only to find out later i caused my own shock , it was my leg i had moved the chair even without noticing that and only my visual receptor got triggered and i ran away haha i did .....so stupid of me but i learnt something, all my life i might have overlooked the small details that lead to hell lot of trouble tts been puzzling my life , its wise to always understand the whole situation b4 reacting but if u have bullet for ur head right in front of u wad will u do duck of course , FLIGHT or FIGHT so i took the flight .......hmm ppl just remember if its not life threatening better take all opportuities to analyse every part of the problem.....hmm i think we should apply it in every part of our lives, maybe when we even miserable or so happy its good to reflect another way to analyse spritually within to know what we have and what we don't... that will help produce a balanced mind , able to supplement ur basic survival instincts, so use ur drive to live be it love,money, curiosity or wads so ever and use these supplements to analyse be it reflecting or using ur sences. your life would never be the same again .Leaving u with tt thought. signin off temperory buddha anws happy internationa peace day........Peace be with you

find a purpose and live ur dream .

yours sincerly
Sooria C.E.A

Annoying Thursday

y must this happen so annoying when ive to take a choice between friendship or rationallty of course objective rationality comes first .......someone told me that one must only know two things in life First to make money the next to make money with the money you already made, so to ACHEIVE SOMETHING one has to clear it to provide smooth way to next step hopefully people understand this....lifes gettin more miserble take my life when hols come i'm trapped got to follow routine boring life but i apprecitate tt atleast i'm pulling thru this hol moment...hopefully i be back in schoon anew, refreshed , sarcastic and alive ....haha what matters most in life maybe a question that can keep people intriguedd for a buisness man money, for a mother the enormous wealth of love given to the child, for the child the enormous love from the parent, for the wife an equal and vice versa satisfaction in life and in everything all of us has deep feelings for something but to be rational one must be objective and logical thinking devours on this principle - so untilll more thoughts sayonara my friends pls comment

signin off
SOORIA C.E.A
( think about it)

Anbe Sivam

hi guys, donno y i started to write this blog but it just seemed fit that i should start writing since everyone s doing it , why did i choose this anbe sivam, i heard it from a song today, so i just wanna pass the knowledge of the meaning of the song to more pps i know

the translation of the song goes likes this
who is god ,you and me we are god
life is a journey, love is god
for those who beleieve god i love
for those who don,t love is god
who is god, you and me we are god
life is a journey, love is god
if the heart is just but flesh, fire will devour it
if the heart is an instrument of love, it will win death
theres no end for those who joined the path of love
the length of mans heart is the length of his life

nice words yeah thought as a good start for people to think about give me your comments
if everyone loved themselves , they would love others and love is the operative drive force! expectations and more expectations cannot rule one life. i will use this as a platform for my political critism after a very long time ..well yeah i'm bored so i wanna see wad happens..hopefully nthing serious get me jailed haha love and critism no connection you might think first you must love what you have then critizize then its more objective so untill next time cya and think abt the song k , ppl signin off

yours seriously
Sooria C.E.A
P.s (you don't need to know what cea means find the meaning of the song reflect)