Phifered

Thats my new word for how i'm feeling at this moment, stressed, depressed, excited, high unstabilty, high distability, crazy , horrendously guilty , angry, sad and high yet expressionless so the word is phifered, the verb of which is to "phifer" or phifering depending on context , a typical example of such a word in a sentence is "Sooria is phifering" , "Sooria just phifered a second ago" .......for a more detailed explanation of how this word appeared ask me in private. anyways lifes harder and becoming harder i'm only taking remorse in my optimism that sorrows will just leak out one day like a flood gate thats to explode untill then i shall drain myself in meditation, good luck people and enjoy life