I am back. wow! It's been quite awhile since i have thought to share my life with people. it has been quite stressful lately. hmm only Tamil guy in BLT no one to talk to in my mother tongue. but life has to go on though its quite irritating to be in a foreign world in a local school. i think life's like that.
I'm so guilty exams around the corner I'm slacking , sign up for np solei still haven't even attend one, got one water camp coming up i don even know how to swim- fear, so guilt, fear and procrastination can make a person stress. i guess this are my biggest worries . but i think they are manageable.
my grandpa passed away last year around this time , we are having rites for him this thursday. sometimes one must make an effort to remember ones parents and grand parents. i'm also in emo mood today, painting's been done to refurbish my house as this is going on i can only remember my grandparents who have been so kind, so caring, so loving to me. ever since i was a kid my grandma would defend me up to my dad. Bring me around Singapore see the sights and sounds. Teach me Tamil . Buy me toys. my grandpa will never disturb me, advise me to take care of my body and health. he was a model as an active old man, always wanting to do something. always telling me his life stories. During this period i take this opportunity to remember them whole heartily and i miss them from the bottom of my heart.
Having said that I'm so stress and emo i just waiting for the end of my common test and end of this sem . just let my hair down, though i have little of it, enjoy life like any other ordinary teen. there's a AEM event this Monday. I'm looking forward, seeing those sec school kids i think would refresh my minds how we were once in their footsteps and how far I've climbed up on the ladder of life, gives moral for me to continue and i hope i can encourage them as their friends , so what can i say. i hope i can be at my best. Be abit more thick skin and less reserved.
For all my friends and the people who read this cherish the moments with your family members because when they are not there all you have is the memories. i think even among the stresses of life i'm lucky. If you are stress think about the people around you, most certainly while others are finding hard just to survive we are much much luckier.
hope everyone has a good year ahead.
signin off
K.SOORIAMURTHY AKA Buddha
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