Thursday, August 6, 2009

Om

From this day forward i will place my spirtual endeveours, techniques and thoughts online on a frequent basis. Writing will be my job, finding this is will be a gift from above.

Om namo bhagavate vasudevaya- Salutations to the female aspect of god in the pervading form of vasudevaya - the lord who sleeps on the bed of snakes on the milky way.

Love is GOD, that's the meaning of this site, Anbe sivam

Love is known in many ways to man, the love that a mother has for her child, the love that is shared between siblings, the love that is shared between 2 lovers, the love thats within and around, the love that one has for his things, the love one has for a material object, the love one had for pleasure, the love one has with the entity called god, the love that the entity showers on you.

There is another perception of love, the love between energy the building blocks of life. the human body is made up as a whole, on the physical level, we have organ systems, the organs,the tissues, the cells, the molecules, the atoms, the electrons and the hidden source of attraction in the nuclueus containg protons and neutrons. thats the love people must understand, that which is eternal. Energy can never be created or destroyed it can only be transformed.

Just to leave you with this though for now.

Prajanam bhramasmi- Everything is God
Ayam atma bhramasmi-My Consciousness is God
Tat Twa masi- Thou art that
Aham bhramasmi- I am GOD

Realisation is key, i have yet to realise.

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_is_the_gayatri_mantra_for_atharva_veda

Sunday, April 19, 2009

MY PREDICAMENTS

i write this even though i beleive my blog is the least visited. ...i need to let out some stored emotions and this is just right since no one reads

Life's been extremely rocky this past few weeks, Camp screw up caused me to lose friends and gain true friends, life's screw up continues as usual because i'm always the loser no matter what i try to do i have resorted to spiritualism for all thats left pure in this world with no backlash against me hopefully. Small words make big differences- Life Lesson # 101

Recently i came accross this song on musicindiaonline...yes i'm indian so i listen to them... Prabujee is one that caught my attention it is sung by ravi shankar but it touched my heart even though i am alone it made me feel i'm not so i'm just going to put the lyrics down for viewing pleasure and i will update on spiritual matters here as i try new sadhanas and new tactics to stay spiritual.

Oh Master, show some compassion on me.
Please come and dwell in my heart.

Because without you, it is painfully lonely.
Fill this empty pot with the nectar of love.

I do not know any Tantra, Mantra or ritualistic worship.
I know and believe only in you!

I have been searching for you all over the world.
Please come and hold my hand now !


Prabujee dayo karo
Manamee Aana Baso

tuma bina lage soona
Khaali ghatame prema baro

Tantra, Mantra Pooja nehi jannu
mai to kevala tumako hi mannu

Sara jaga me dhundaa tumako
aba to aakara baahan dharo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXd0prk3N9s- tts the link to the peaceful music ever


more posts will come but i guess they will be for the lucky few


sooria- May God Bless All

Sunday, February 1, 2009

live for others

life is becoming more and more mundane then it hit me in the face why am i like this?

i have lost whats human, the ability to care for another soul, maybe i should go and volunteer and help the blind maybe i should serve the needy but at this point i have a ego to fight the ego says no way, but life is like this i need to help those around me to feel satisfied. maybe but its the same heart that gives up after like trying a few days , i'm sure to really find someone who understands my plight is going to be tough but i have to find tt person i need to find inspiration to go on...and hu is tt person hu else but god , the only person who is formless and the only person who can understand why i do certain things in a certain way...

for some i'm an imposter for some i'm just too good to be true... for some i'm just another chip of the old block but for some i'm true but to myself i see myself as nothing , not because i have no confidence in my self but too much of it that made me deviate from the rest of life...made me forget that among me theres is even more less fortunate people then me.. i should focus my life for others..i've realised how egoistic i have become and how materielistic i have become how did this happen..now thats weird a video i have seen countless times while i was young but now i lost it.. it refers to my control.. the control i had over myself..why i have no idea.. whatever it is i think my life is not going to be the same anymore... maybe i found whats truly me but i will let time answer that question.. i will write some of the verses here to let you guys think about it

" the heart of the lord, is one of mercy"
" the time when small flowers fell, they were joined in a garland of love"
"all life are equal and everyone is related and nature gave us this bond of love"
" the truth that a blind child sees cannot be seen by the man who is not blind"

well its hard to understand words as they are but when i listen to them in tamil i feel it..music is the greatest revelation and anyone who protests this better get a good argument ready... anbe sivam....love is god...for all my friends doing their exams good luck and may the year bring more love into your lifes


GOD BLESS EVERYONE :)

SOORIA

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

twilight

i watched this movie over the hols , the 23 rd dec at 6:30 pm, its a rating 8/10 , in short words humorously romantic

Some lines that stood in my head

1. " And so the lion fell in love with the lamb. ", "What a sick masochistic lion",
" What a dumb lamb"

2. "I promise to love you forever-every single day of forever. Will you marry me?"? if i ever propose to a girl i'm going to say that promise.

3. "About three things I was absolutely positive.
First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him-
and I didn’t know how potent that part might be- that thirsted for my blood.
And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him".. if a girl was this deep in her love for me how can anyone resist?

4."You`re the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever."

5. "Look, I love you more than everything else in the world combined. Isn't that enough?"..."Yes, it is enough...Enough for forever."

6. “You’re more important than anyone else. And you’ve given me you. That’s already more than I deserve, and anything else you give me just throws us more out of balance.”.. from the book

7. "I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore"..."i'm here which roughly m.e.a.n.s. i would rather die than stay away from YOU"

nice yeah so if anyone can beat these lines maybe that day i may be dead from romance...lol god bless my friends and have a merry xmas and a happy new year

SOORIA

Saturday, November 29, 2008

unnai naan parthathu

hi to myself and any single individual who actually read my borin posts

hmm since no one is readin my blog i shall post my own and read it to myself..
lifes is getting much harder in blt , more things to study, more things to learn more and more problems arising but the only optimism is that when i finish this course i will be a somebody so i will happily continue.. exams are coming less then 2 weeks stressed and worked up but i think i'm the one like this others in my class are playing maybe i'm not a smart guy afterall not being able to multitask and live up to being allrounded hell hu care's i shall live like this... am going through this on and off feelings that i cannot explain.... i feel like singing suddenly.....i fell in love with this song " unnai naan parthathu" felt so desperate to sing it to someone then i sang it to my mom. she sang it better then me....
then i felt like sleeping.... then i felt like studying then i dun feel like studying....wad a ironical mindset exams and no feeling to study, well to my classmates i hope you guys get the correct feelings and start to sing oops start to study and to my friends and classmates good luck for common tests.

Monday, November 3, 2008

Phifered

Thats my new word for how i'm feeling at this moment, stressed, depressed, excited, high unstabilty, high distability, crazy , horrendously guilty , angry, sad and high yet expressionless so the word is phifered, the verb of which is to "phifer" or phifering depending on context , a typical example of such a word in a sentence is "Sooria is phifering" , "Sooria just phifered a second ago" .......for a more detailed explanation of how this word appeared ask me in private. anyways lifes harder and becoming harder i'm only taking remorse in my optimism that sorrows will just leak out one day like a flood gate thats to explode untill then i shall drain myself in meditation, good luck people and enjoy life

Monday, October 20, 2008

om sakthi

the karagam was beautiful, the day was perfect and this day i will cherish i walked on fire 20/10/2008 Monday 06:15hrs , i felt the fire on my feet and it hurt at first but i'm ok now, all the preparations, the fasting and the committment didn't go to waste, now i feel i can do anything in the world. may god bless the world, see my friends tmr at ttsh .

signin off
sooria
om sakthi