live for others

life is becoming more and more mundane then it hit me in the face why am i like this?

i have lost whats human, the ability to care for another soul, maybe i should go and volunteer and help the blind maybe i should serve the needy but at this point i have a ego to fight the ego says no way, but life is like this i need to help those around me to feel satisfied. maybe but its the same heart that gives up after like trying a few days , i'm sure to really find someone who understands my plight is going to be tough but i have to find tt person i need to find inspiration to go on...and hu is tt person hu else but god , the only person who is formless and the only person who can understand why i do certain things in a certain way...

for some i'm an imposter for some i'm just too good to be true... for some i'm just another chip of the old block but for some i'm true but to myself i see myself as nothing , not because i have no confidence in my self but too much of it that made me deviate from the rest of life...made me forget that among me theres is even more less fortunate people then me.. i should focus my life for others..i've realised how egoistic i have become and how materielistic i have become how did this happen..now thats weird a video i have seen countless times while i was young but now i lost it.. it refers to my control.. the control i had over myself..why i have no idea.. whatever it is i think my life is not going to be the same anymore... maybe i found whats truly me but i will let time answer that question.. i will write some of the verses here to let you guys think about it

" the heart of the lord, is one of mercy"
" the time when small flowers fell, they were joined in a garland of love"
"all life are equal and everyone is related and nature gave us this bond of love"
" the truth that a blind child sees cannot be seen by the man who is not blind"

well its hard to understand words as they are but when i listen to them in tamil i feel it..music is the greatest revelation and anyone who protests this better get a good argument ready... anbe sivam....love is god...for all my friends doing their exams good luck and may the year bring more love into your lifes


GOD BLESS EVERYONE :)

SOORIA