ANBESIVAM

Om

2009-08-06T23:05:00.006+08:00

From this day forward i will place my spirtual endeveours, techniques and thoughts online on a frequent basis. Writing will be my job, finding this is will be a gift from above.

Om namo bhagavate vasudevaya- Salutations to the female aspect of god in the pervading form of vasudevaya - the lord who sleeps on the bed of snakes on the milky way.

Love is GOD, that's the meaning of this site, Anbe sivam

Love is known in many ways to man, the love that a mother has for her child, the love that is shared between siblings, the love that is shared between 2 lovers, the love thats within and around, the love that one has for his things, the love one has for a material object, the love one had for pleasure, the love one has with the entity called god, the love that the entity showers on you.

There is another perception of love, the love between energy the building blocks of life. the human body is made up as a whole, on the physical level, we have organ systems, the organs,the tissues, the cells, the molecules, the atoms, the electrons and the hidden source of attraction in the nuclueus containg protons and neutrons. thats the love people must understand, that which is eternal. Energy can never be created or destroyed it can only be transformed.

Just to leave you with this though for now.

Prajanam bhramasmi- Everything is God
Ayam atma bhramasmi-My Consciousness is God
Tat Twa masi- Thou art that
Aham bhramasmi- I am GOD

Realisation is key, i have yet to realise.

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_is_the_gayatri_mantra_for_atharva_veda

MY PREDICAMENTS

2009-04-19T00:35:00.002+08:00

i write this even though i beleive my blog is the least visited. ...i need to let out some stored emotions and this is just right since no one reads

Life's been extremely rocky this past few weeks, Camp screw up caused me to lose friends and gain true friends, life's screw up continues as usual because i'm always the loser no matter what i try to do i have resorted to spiritualism for all thats left pure in this world with no backlash against me hopefully. Small words make big differences- Life Lesson # 101

Recently i came accross this song on musicindiaonline...yes i'm indian so i listen to them... Prabujee is one that caught my attention it is sung by ravi shankar but it touched my heart even though i am alone it made me feel i'm not so i'm just going to put the lyrics down for viewing pleasure and i will update on spiritual matters here as i try new sadhanas and new tactics to stay spiritual.

Oh Master, show some compassion on me.
Please come and dwell in my heart.

Because without you, it is painfully lonely.
Fill this empty pot with the nectar of love.

I do not know any Tantra, Mantra or ritualistic worship.
I know and believe only in you!

I have been searching for you all over the world.
Please come and hold my hand now !

Prabujee dayo karo
Manamee Aana Baso

tuma bina lage soona
Khaali ghatame prema baro

Tantra, Mantra Pooja nehi jannu
mai to kevala tumako hi mannu

Sara jaga me dhundaa tumako
aba to aakara baahan dharo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXd0prk3N9s- tts the link to the peaceful music ever

more posts will come but i guess they will be for the lucky few

sooria- May God Bless All

live for others

2009-02-01T19:47:00.003+08:00

life is becoming more and more mundane then it hit me in the face why am i like this?

i have lost whats human, the ability to care for another soul, maybe i should go and volunteer and help the blind maybe i should serve the needy but at this point i have a ego to fight the ego says no way, but life is like this i need to help those around me to feel satisfied. maybe but its the same heart that gives up after like trying a few days , i'm sure to really find someone who understands my plight is going to be tough but i have to find tt person i need to find inspiration to go on...and hu is tt person hu else but god , the only person who is formless and the only person who can understand why i do certain things in a certain way...

for some i'm an imposter for some i'm just too good to be true... for some i'm just another chip of the old block but for some i'm true but to myself i see myself as nothing , not because i have no confidence in my self but too much of it that made me deviate from the rest of life...made me forget that among me theres is even more less fortunate people then me.. i should focus my life for others..i've realised how egoistic i have become and how materielistic i have become how did this happen..now thats weird a video i have seen countless times while i was young but now i lost it.. it refers to my control.. the control i had over myself..why i have no idea.. whatever it is i think my life is not going to be the same anymore... maybe i found whats truly me but i will let time answer that question.. i will write some of the verses here to let you guys think about it

" the heart of the lord, is one of mercy"
" the time when small flowers fell, they were joined in a garland of love"
"all life are equal and everyone is related and nature gave us this bond of love"
" the truth that a blind child sees cannot be seen by the man who is not blind"

well its hard to understand words as they are but when i listen to them in tamil i feel it..music is the greatest revelation and anyone who protests this better get a good argument ready... anbe sivam....love is god...for all my friends doing their exams good luck and may the year bring more love into your lifes

GOD BLESS EVERYONE :)

SOORIA

twilight

2008-12-23T23:45:00.003+08:00

i watched this movie over the hols , the 23 rd dec at 6:30 pm, its a rating 8/10 , in short words humorously romantic

Some lines that stood in my head

1. " And so the lion fell in love with the lamb. ", "What a sick masochistic lion",
" What a dumb lamb"

2. "I promise to love you forever-every single day of forever. Will you marry me?"? if i ever propose to a girl i'm going to say that promise.

3. "About three things I was absolutely positive.
First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him-
and I didn’t know how potent that part might be- that thirsted for my blood.
And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him".. if a girl was this deep in her love for me how can anyone resist?

4."You`re the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever."

5. "Look, I love you more than everything else in the world combined. Isn't that enough?"..."Yes, it is enough...Enough for forever."

6. “You’re more important than anyone else. And you’ve given me you. That’s already more than I deserve, and anything else you give me just throws us more out of balance.”.. from the book

7. "I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore"..."i'm here which roughly m.e.a.n.s. i would rather die than stay away from YOU"

nice yeah so if anyone can beat these lines maybe that day i may be dead from romance...lol god bless my friends and have a merry xmas and a happy new year

SOORIA

unnai naan parthathu

2008-11-29T17:54:00.002+08:00

hi to myself and any single individual who actually read my borin posts

hmm since no one is readin my blog i shall post my own and read it to myself..
lifes is getting much harder in blt , more things to study, more things to learn more and more problems arising but the only optimism is that when i finish this course i will be a somebody so i will happily continue.. exams are coming less then 2 weeks stressed and worked up but i think i'm the one like this others in my class are playing maybe i'm not a smart guy afterall not being able to multitask and live up to being allrounded hell hu care's i shall live like this... am going through this on and off feelings that i cannot explain.... i feel like singing suddenly.....i fell in love with this song " unnai naan parthathu" felt so desperate to sing it to someone then i sang it to my mom. she sang it better then me....
then i felt like sleeping.... then i felt like studying then i dun feel like studying....wad a ironical mindset exams and no feeling to study, well to my classmates i hope you guys get the correct feelings and start to sing oops start to study and to my friends and classmates good luck for common tests.

Phifered

2008-11-03T18:36:00.001+08:00

Thats my new word for how i'm feeling at this moment, stressed, depressed, excited, high unstabilty, high distability, crazy , horrendously guilty , angry, sad and high yet expressionless so the word is phifered, the verb of which is to "phifer" or phifering depending on context , a typical example of such a word in a sentence is "Sooria is phifering" , "Sooria just phifered a second ago" .......for a more detailed explanation of how this word appeared ask me in private. anyways lifes harder and becoming harder i'm only taking remorse in my optimism that sorrows will just leak out one day like a flood gate thats to explode untill then i shall drain myself in meditation, good luck people and enjoy life

om sakthi

2008-10-20T18:27:00.000+08:00

the karagam was beautiful, the day was perfect and this day i will cherish i walked on fire 20/10/2008 Monday 06:15hrs , i felt the fire on my feet and it hurt at first but i'm ok now, all the preparations, the fasting and the committment didn't go to waste, now i feel i can do anything in the world. may god bless the world, see my friends tmr at ttsh .

signin off
sooria
om sakthi

what a good day!

2008-10-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

Today was a day full of excitement, tension, worry , anziety, a sigh of relief and sway day all in one. The seniors had their FYP 2008, the class found out that there are stalkers in the class, we went to bugis in the afternoon, got lost in our own world and as if the phrase the world is a small place is true, we all met outside a toilet , and as a century's event a new catch phrase emerged " WHAT THE MOK ?" i encourage one and all to use this whenever there's a need to do so. the teachers were very critical, eddie ong was eddie ong as he usually is, a suprise to see him there and one guy was just plain chinese no rasicim intended i could not understand him for god's sakes. at night we went star watching, saw jupiter clearly in the sky, and through the telescope. had a presentation which i was supposedly supposed to present but thking to darren , he remained the scape goat to explain the pic's to the class....hmm i wonder hu stole the class pics. this astronomy guy he was interesting but the problem was we were too tired to hear him, we had all the flavours of canadian pizza except vegetarian which i am today, so to take in the $2 owed to me, i drank half bottle of pepsi and half bottle of sprite and no one knows tts a good thing untill now. when everything was over, i took a bus with darren realiseing i took a bus that was going to "delay", i got down crossed over the bridge more like run over, and boarded a bus, what the MOK happened, the bus driver inbetween driving stopped the bus, got down went to smoke, got back on and i passed by victoria college again in my pursuit to reach home and i told my irony to mok for he replied lol , so i smsed "what the mok ?" ; see the link so ppl use these phrase like using the bible, eventually i reached home safely and thk god for this wonderful day of adventure and nothing will happen to me as i participate in monday, morning firewalking and i end my period of vegetarian fasting.
signin off
SOORIA

First day at tan tock seng

2008-10-13T22:08:00.000+08:00

how shall i say this, excitement, gloominess, but still survived 47 days more to go, god bless the world, untill i'm capable of doing something that turns the world upside down which i think is not possible, since god is god and i'm just i , so let the will of god be done, ok guys update later, om sakthi

regards
Sooria

OM SAKTHI

2008-10-10T19:14:00.000+08:00

i stopped posting like ages ago since i tot hu's caring to read but heck i care now. its the time to repeat my post a year ago but this time i'm taking part in theemithi fire walking this year. hmm tt means in addition to my 1 month of being a vegan i'm gonna be a vegan for 7 extra days + a meal a day diet, sleep on the floor, no bad stuff, word, deed or action. i'm gonna take my theemithi vow on monday, hopefully i have the strength and courage to go on and complete the walk. om sakthi, and the day i'm taking my vow co incides with the new school term, didn't do so well last term i'm gonna go all in this term hopefully do better and again i pray for god's guidance and strength. hope to see my friends in school soon, speaking of which , i'm going to TTSH and NUH only not going np, so friends in np, won't be seeing u guys more often, i will drop by on tuesday to gym, catch me there if needed, haha now must start training for next yr napfa can u beleive i lost 15 kg in my hols so i'm going all in this effort too. for my friends good luck for everything in everythin

signin off
Sooria

OM SAKTHI

due to 2 person request

2008-07-12T15:53:00.000+08:00

i survived mawai.............haha.. nvr tot people were actually reading, hmm now my update, hmm well theres a grace light event coming up on thursday 17 july, so those ppl who meditate pls do so for singaporeans its 18 july 6 am.supposedly u will see amazement.well i believe in it. hmm anyways tts spiritual, now my life. its getting more borin but recently i came across a saying. i want to share with my friends. its about not giving up. man give up because he can think, and he sees and experiances things, people and the world, he gets bored and gives up. Imagine if the sea could think, the next time u stroll beside the beach, will you see the sea crashing against the shore, how much experiance does the sea have, we don't even live long, so man should not lose hope and faith. i beleive without hope theres is no tmr. well tts the advice component. upcoming events, setting up blt club, exams, and more brain torture. had my bloodbank exam which i totally faked, got this seminar people walking in and out disturbing my concentration well i finished it in one piece and i'm glad that went well. now lifes getting abit difficult but still maintenable, so i have nothing much to say have faith and have hope, good luck to my friends to pass their exams, and for everyone else in the world have faith have hope

signin off
K.Sooriamurthy

life is great people make it not so great

2008-06-08T02:29:00.000+08:00

hmm what should i say, just ended my super paper on Wednesday, i really call it super worth 80 marks i hope i can get as much as i can , most probably i think i will pass or just scrap so i'm still having my fingers crossed. my memory is now totally erased. nothing to say, to mug and mug for 4 sleepless nights is crazy. as many of you know my secret weapon came in handy i still have a dozen more . RED BULL!!!. So thats about exams, i wanna have the brain of the guy who thought exam is a logical means to testing people he must have been smarter then Einstein.

well i have a upcoming mawai trip, not so appealing going for camp in the jungle and nothing to do that relates with my world, I'm not a nature type of person, going to jungles sucks.for a fact i think its unnecessary waste of my bloody time. hmm i guess i only look out for being traveling to a unknown island and surviving , maybe that facts is the one supposed to give me confidence and boost my moral!!( well its a Leadership /Eco camp). God knows whats in stored. I CAN'T SWIM
!!. i hope i live to write my blog.

exams in 7 days

2008-05-28T01:17:00.000+08:00

AEM wasn't as bad as i thought. i actually thought why i didn't have tt opportunity b4 when i was in secondary school darn tt, its not a big problem. it was a nice experiance to forget everything and just take part, become one of an old group, a back to secondary school experiance. Hmm theres still friday to look out for. i think i will just go back to say bye. hmm tt aside i'm counting down my days to the 3 in 1 exam. just finished my notes, by the way of looking at it i think i ve to get into a trance to remember them all oh my goodness. why in the world have exams. which genius came up with the idea that having exams is logical to test a person of they knowledge if i saw him i think i want to remove his brain and do a brain transplant with mind maybe i can remember more. hmm have munwai camp in another 2 weeks dunno what to expect. hmm actually i'm quite puzzled how does a camp in a jungle supposed to build leadership in a person. leadership cannot just be built lah , it has to come on its own. taking responsibility for whatever you do is the first quality of a good leader, if u can lead urself then think about leading others. other then tt i'm looking towards a refreshing holiday experience i hope i can get my retreat soon b4 i go crazy from my life . counting down to my rest period - 7 more days

Lifes stressful moments

2008-05-25T02:46:00.000+08:00

I am back. wow! It's been quite awhile since i have thought to share my life with people. it has been quite stressful lately. hmm only Tamil guy in BLT no one to talk to in my mother tongue. but life has to go on though its quite irritating to be in a foreign world in a local school. i think life's like that.

I'm so guilty exams around the corner I'm slacking , sign up for np solei still haven't even attend one, got one water camp coming up i don even know how to swim- fear, so guilt, fear and procrastination can make a person stress. i guess this are my biggest worries . but i think they are manageable.

my grandpa passed away last year around this time , we are having rites for him this thursday. sometimes one must make an effort to remember ones parents and grand parents. i'm also in emo mood today, painting's been done to refurbish my house as this is going on i can only remember my grandparents who have been so kind, so caring, so loving to me. ever since i was a kid my grandma would defend me up to my dad. Bring me around Singapore see the sights and sounds. Teach me Tamil . Buy me toys. my grandpa will never disturb me, advise me to take care of my body and health. he was a model as an active old man, always wanting to do something. always telling me his life stories. During this period i take this opportunity to remember them whole heartily and i miss them from the bottom of my heart.

Having said that I'm so stress and emo i just waiting for the end of my common test and end of this sem . just let my hair down, though i have little of it, enjoy life like any other ordinary teen. there's a AEM event this Monday. I'm looking forward, seeing those sec school kids i think would refresh my minds how we were once in their footsteps and how far I've climbed up on the ladder of life, gives moral for me to continue and i hope i can encourage them as their friends , so what can i say. i hope i can be at my best. Be abit more thick skin and less reserved.

For all my friends and the people who read this cherish the moments with your family members because when they are not there all you have is the memories. i think even among the stresses of life i'm lucky. If you are stress think about the people around you, most certainly while others are finding hard just to survive we are much much luckier.

hope everyone has a good year ahead.

signin off
K.SOORIAMURTHY AKA Buddha

the new song lyric which i so love

2008-03-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

kannadasan karaikudi

kannadasan karaikudi
pera solli uthi kudi
kunnakudi machanapol padaporan da X2

kannadi kopaiyilae, kannamudi nichalledi
uruugaiya thottukuta , odipogam kachelladi

pothai enbathu oru pampu vesham tha
serinthu kudicha athu oru socialism tha

kannadasan karaikudi
pera solli uthi kudi
kunnakudi machanapol padaporan da

pondati, pullaingae, tholaingae illa idam intha idam thanae
intha idam illana sami madam thane

mestri coloura kalanthu kudikirare
sithalu ponnae neniju idikuirare
iyakunaru aru,angae paru, polamburaru

100 mili koranchu kudicha pothai ilaiyeah
100 a thanduna pathai illaiyeah

kannadasan karaikudi
pera solli uthi kudi
kunnakudi machanapol padaporan da

annanum thambium ellarum inga vantha dapanguthu thanae
overa achutha vettu kuthu thanae

engaluku thaneeyilae kandam illae
engalukuil jadi madam rendum illae

katchikara machi,
enna achi, vetti avunthupoachi

rothu kadaiyilae manushe jalie paru,
setu kadiyilae manaivi thaliye paru

kannadasan karaikudi
pera solli uthi kudi
kunnakudi machanapol padaporan da

kannadi kopaiyilae, kannamudi nichalledi
uruugaiya thottukuta , odipogam kaichelladi

pothai enbathu oru pampu vesham tha
serinthu kudicha athu oru socialism tha

kannadasan karaikudi
pera solli uthi kudi
kunnakudi machanapol padaporan da

p.s i don't support drinking but this is the best kuthu pattu i ever heard

Wonders.....

2007-12-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

Ever wondered whether we were the only beings tt can talk. Ever imagined how prevalent its in us , with even the most happiest things around you.... we still want more its human instinct or a wonder we might say but tts the desire tt makes us humans. Misery drives us both ways to extreme sadness and happiness if we set out note in the correct path we can acheive wonders. the thing tt leads to success is overcoming misery,.................. theres isn't a pain greater then the ones unshared, theres isn't a gain greater then the ones unshared so share your pain and gains.... maybe tt might bring you out of tt misery tts pondling your life left right.why do i want to share this well there is no gain greater then sharing a gain , i learnt something the hard way, i refused to talk to someone and found how much hurt it can create in one and i restarted to talk but the thing is the crack is created and theres nothing to seal it back so think before you hurt others or what you think is a gain will be your misery...... for the people in my class and my friends all over singapore haha yeah u guys are all over the place... Good Luck and best wishes for all of you as the New Year approaches have a good merry christmas and happy new year 2oo8!

amma nee sumantha pillai- lyrics and translation

2007-11-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

like i said heres the song.

amma.. - mother

amma nee sumantha pillai - mother the son u held
sirakudaintha killai- now a broken twick

en kanngalum en nejamum kondadum deivum- my eyes and my heart celebrate u as its god thaye annai oru allayam annai or allayam- mother, mother's a temple

amma nee sumantha pillai
sirukudaintha killai

mannil enna thonra kudum mazhai illath pothu- what will become on a earth without rain
manithano mirugamo thayilamal ethu x2- man or animal none without mother

annai sonna varthai indru ninaivil vanthathu- the words spoken by mom came to my mind
anbu ennum sollae thayin vadivil vanthathu- the essence of love came in the image of mother
engae engae- where, where

amma nee sumantha pillai
sirukudaintha killai

vazhevaikum deivam indru vanam sendratheno- the one that made me live has gone to the sky
ullagiley un magan neer illatha meeno x2- in this world ur son is a fish without water

meedum intha mannil vanthu thondravendumae- you must come to earth again
vazga vazga magan endru vazthavendumae- praise that your son shall live well
engae engae-where where

amma....... nee sumantha pillai- mother , the one u held
sirukudaintha killai- now a broken twick

annai oru allayam- mothers a temple
annai oru allayam- mothers a temple

i love my parents

2007-11-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

why such a post one might say , well sometimes in our lifes the most important people we may forget but just doing mouth service and not keeping to our words isn't a meaningful way to live.

i love my parents...... 17 years of my life my parents and my late grandparents they have been integral part of my life and i respect them. today i learnt something valuable from school.....yah right some of u might say well my eyes are opened , and i'm letting my ego go and if i have to be someone the soceity considers lowly it won't matter as long as i can prove i can live with the skills i have been conveyed with independantly and help my parents in the future. i can never be the best son but i can be the good son my parents ever wanted me to be and i will strive to do tt.why do i share this with u , we are not perfect but we can atleast be fillial to our parents the next time any of you think to let ur parents go in a hospice think if they would have ever letten u go when u were young.......no matter what they scold, advice and even hit u its for your good.........if u argue say sorry after tt ...its the least you can do ........ tamil is a facinating language it has songs tt can only be expressed in a beautiful way if u listen to it with meaning.... for my non tamil friends i'm giving u ppl a translation of a song i love its about this guy who lost his mother and his feelings... i have not lost my mom shes with me but whenever i hear this song it reminds me to work harder so i can make my parents life more fulfilling as long as they are with me...... you have one life and if u don't have a purpose live it for the sake of your parents. for my tamil friends heres the link : choose amma nee sumantha pillai
http://ww.smashits.com/music/tamil/songs/4590/annai-ore-aalayam.html

my non tamil friends the translation will be up soon.

theemithi 2007

2007-10-29T20:29:00.000+08:00

today it was a sight not to miss at sri mariamman temple....... the test of faith for many engaged in fulfilling their vows, 2 45 am many ready to go past the hot ember pit, many standing in the temple waiting for their loved ones to pass unscathed , the classical instruments blasting music of god , the karagam arrived and the om sakthi chants began , the karagam past everything went well untill nature poured rain , halting the festival for one hour . The mental pressure and faith had to be so great i suppose that faith helped win over nature- one man in particular hhis voice heard and resonated for 20 mins om sakthi-the sound of a whip tasting the skin , how immense can faith get, next yr i will go and have my faith tested..... till then OM SAKTHI

LIFE-----LOVE INTEREST FRIENDS ENERGY

2007-10-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

hmm couldn't think of an ideal title well so i guess i gonna bluff this one up, after so many super hours past, its back to school. i learnt several things .....Much of which i also consulted with my friend brendan . one must have a trust worthy friend its the way life goes No trust No move. Well other then tt , coupled with on going arguments over life with many people including my family(sadness its always terrible to argue with the ones u love and feeling valuless) .i wanna share with u what i learnt to pull through this period.

Lesson No 1. The power of patience
things happen to be so slow when u r not enjoying urself well yeah holidays are a bore other then the heavenly treats to lie back and relax ,i guess theres nothing much to long holidays , they waste your time and kill brain cells my theory of course.

Lesson no 2. Anger management
i will admit this i cannot control my emotions especially when u no somethings not correct and if u allow it to go on its gonna be a disasters, i got the most angry moments in my life so far during this period coupling with the long wait to havana it added oil to fire so i guess people control yourself before trying to control others.

Lesson no 3. PRE-PREPARATION
i have seen my results and ofcourse i;m not tt proud of them pls i onli got a gpa of 3.4 make me sad a little ....well sometimes when you wonder why you r not acheiving something the answer comes back to preparation and relearning how to learn. i was slacking when i came into ngee ann poly the mood didn't go away , so i guess i want to prepare myself for next sem so i'm gonna read up things, pre preparation is the way to go when you have no time to think

Lesson no 4. Loneliness is not the way to lead a life
when you r feeling so dull, lonely, valueless one might think must i be here? well for a fact i was desperatly sad , needed someone to turn too, well tts y god made friends .when you have a trusted confidant it seems everything in your life becomes so simple once u can reflect and explain your thoughts however complicated one case is , let it down and everything will be alright .if you beleive in god....talk to god

Lesson no 5. Atitude leads altitude
don't expect things to change if u can't change :valuble lesson extracted directly from my friend
guys small little changes make alot of difference in life, make them don't procrastinate u see instant changes but not really instant ,gradully a better word. wadever it is if u want respect show it, if u want value be a valuble assest prove it , non violence better then violence , control and learn to manage urself show ur value in prudence and patience.

Some wise words b4 i go ....Stop, Think, GO!!!, plan backwards, dun be angry,dun be lonly, be patient and sharpen your saw(brain)...

(oh yah watch house..watch it .. you will watch house ....you will watch house .. sublimal message)

yours sincerly
SOORIA C.E.A

FRIDAY NIGHT

2007-09-21T18:42:00.000+08:00

Actually its early morning u ppl know wad i got the shock of my life 3:15 am, i was on my table chatting to my friend and i noticed the chair next to me just move......shivers trembled down my spine only to find out later i caused my own shock , it was my leg i had moved the chair even without noticing that and only my visual receptor got triggered and i ran away haha i did .....so stupid of me but i learnt something, all my life i might have overlooked the small details that lead to hell lot of trouble tts been puzzling my life , its wise to always understand the whole situation b4 reacting but if u have bullet for ur head right in front of u wad will u do duck of course , FLIGHT or FIGHT so i took the flight .......hmm ppl just remember if its not life threatening better take all opportuities to analyse every part of the problem.....hmm i think we should apply it in every part of our lives, maybe when we even miserable or so happy its good to reflect another way to analyse spritually within to know what we have and what we don't... that will help produce a balanced mind , able to supplement ur basic survival instincts, so use ur drive to live be it love,money, curiosity or wads so ever and use these supplements to analyse be it reflecting or using ur sences. your life would never be the same again .Leaving u with tt thought. signin off temperory buddha anws happy internationa peace day........Peace be with you

find a purpose and live ur dream .

yours sincerly
Sooria C.E.A

Annoying Thursday

2007-09-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

y must this happen so annoying when ive to take a choice between friendship or rationallty of course objective rationality comes first .......someone told me that one must only know two things in life First to make money the next to make money with the money you already made, so to ACHEIVE SOMETHING one has to clear it to provide smooth way to next step hopefully people understand this....lifes gettin more miserble take my life when hols come i'm trapped got to follow routine boring life but i apprecitate tt atleast i'm pulling thru this hol moment...hopefully i be back in schoon anew, refreshed , sarcastic and alive ....haha what matters most in life maybe a question that can keep people intriguedd for a buisness man money, for a mother the enormous wealth of love given to the child, for the child the enormous love from the parent, for the wife an equal and vice versa satisfaction in life and in everything all of us has deep feelings for something but to be rational one must be objective and logical thinking devours on this principle - so untilll more thoughts sayonara my friends pls comment

signin off
SOORIA C.E.A
( think about it)

Anbe Sivam

2007-09-17T10:14:00.000+08:00

hi guys, donno y i started to write this blog but it just seemed fit that i should start writing since everyone s doing it , why did i choose this anbe sivam, i heard it from a song today, so i just wanna pass the knowledge of the meaning of the song to more pps i know

the translation of the song goes likes this
who is god ,you and me we are god
life is a journey, love is god
for those who beleieve god i love
for those who don,t love is god
who is god, you and me we are god
life is a journey, love is god
if the heart is just but flesh, fire will devour it
if the heart is an instrument of love, it will win death
theres no end for those who joined the path of love
the length of mans heart is the length of his life

nice words yeah thought as a good start for people to think about give me your comments
if everyone loved themselves , they would love others and love is the operative drive force! expectations and more expectations cannot rule one life. i will use this as a platform for my political critism after a very long time ..well yeah i'm bored so i wanna see wad happens..hopefully nthing serious get me jailed haha love and critism no connection you might think first you must love what you have then critizize then its more objective so untill next time cya and think abt the song k , ppl signin off

yours seriously
Sooria C.E.A
P.s (you don't need to know what cea means find the meaning of the song reflect)